Can hear ridiculously good-looking next door neighbors watching Sunday afternoon football game (favored team must be winning). Are very loud. Only thing louder than said activity are newly-wed, upstairs neighbors having sex in bathroom. RK is napping in sunny spot on bed and am fighting strong desires to join in nap time festivities. Despite weekend of relaxation with Gal Pal, am feeling v. tired and not much like self.
Had v. first passive-aggressive spat with J last night. And though was tipsy, was unfortunately not drunk enough to have blocked it completely from memory. Should be feeling fine about spat, as had to have been what was going for when 1) blatantly flirted with cute Guitar Player at beer bash (while clearly agitated-looking J stood by) 2) took wrong side in roommate/girlfriend feud and 3) left J with feuding roommate and girlfriend to attend other party. Was obviously the responsibility of yours truly, yet am refusing to pick up cell phone and make amends with "sorry about last night/ hope we're cool" phone call. Just can't seem to do it. Could not seem to be able to show up to watch football game either. Am clearly not missed, though, as phone has not rung.
Am purposefully destroying best-good friendship? Don't know. Making waves has never been tendency. Perhaps is why am feeling so bad. Am supposed to go away on nature trip with J and feuding roommate, B & Thin Blonde Girlfriend next weekend. Am feeling v. apprehensive.
And hungry. Time for snack, and then perhaps nap.