June 17, 2003


Have begun to notice not-so-pleasant changes in physique over past several weeks and have done not a damn thing to stop massive onset of cellulite. Not a damn thing. Why? Am not quite certain. Must buckle down so that will still be able to buckle favorite belt. Hmm... think there may be cookies in the kitchen...

Was forced to postpone dinner with Bald Boy until next week as am swamped with pre-mini vacation errands and work-related bullshit. Which is fine, as am feeling v. mixed up about all things male related.

Have been having v. vivid dreams lately. The kind that waking up alone after makes one feel v. lonely and v. confused. Suppose that listening to depressing music directly after waking from such dreams does not help, but really, if am going to collapse completely, should do so listening to choice tunes.

Posted by This Fish at June 17, 2003 10:03 AM

Out of curiosity, what constitutes "depressing" music in this context?

Posted by: Lex at June 18, 2003 07:16 AM