J is back from holiday. Though, yours truly wouldn’t know from any contact or anything.
Have checked airline arrivals. Yes, I am indeed sick.
Had a dream about J last night in which life was perfect. Knew just then it was indeed a dream. Even went on goodfaith date last night with C. Nice enough, but just too different of temperments. His = very nice. Mine = in love with other man. Poor soul has been calling all day. Bless the caller ID.
