Spent the night last night with Prince Valium.
Not that am in the habit of downing illegally-acquired pills, but well, could not think of anything more appealing than 12 solid hours of sleeping. Besides, the valium was a gift, and only ill-bred girls turn down perfectly lovely gifts, right? Right.
Have been feeling quite at odds with self for S-related activities. Sure, am aware it was only kissing and could have been much worse, but... well, S has a significant other. Mmm hhhm. She happens to live in another state and of course S was full of "we're seeing other people now" explanations... but am not stupid. Am fairly certain Out of State significant other is not seeing other people. And so, feel scummy. V. scummy indeed.
Am avoiding going into kitchen as roommate's pint of Ben and Jerry's seems to be beckoning from freezer. Am not falling for it! Not this time! Have ordered lovely black number for company holiday party, and as luck would have it, did so in a size too small. Must immediately cease to consume high-calorie food products. Simple solution would be to get dress in proper size. But does not EXIST in proper size at hugely discounted price. And, as am v. poor at current moment, starvation and half-price dress in taunting tiny size seem to be money-saving options.
Brilliant!