It might have been big mistake kissing J.
And, then again, it might not have. But I will do my utmost to neurotically dismantle and re-live said moment over and over. Dissecting it will not change the ultimate outcome, nor help my neurosis, but it will take mind off work… so I am thus being paid to obsess.
Will add said skill to my resume.
(I’m convinced this is genetic problem. Imagine I will seek help in my early thirties.)
