Life is one of those horrid daily television shows.
The Neo-Alcoholic Father is now cheating on mother, I’m told. Indeed. And not simply with other woman. With anyone who will take him, the bastard. Unhinged Mother Figure does not know. No one does, in fact, excepting myself and Smart Assed Sibling. Fuckwits. Mother. Father. All of them. I’m done with family except for my sisters. Must keep them around.
I need consolation of some sort. A hug would be nice. I feel completely let down by male sex, having been under the impression for last twenty something years, that father (daddy) was the man by which to measure all others. The one to whom no one would be good enough for yours truly. Well, fuck that. Can find 50 who won’t let me down half as badly.
Feel so lost. SO lost. Trying to absorb myself in my job. Shame that a monkey could do my job. Must find other ways to consume time.
i feel sorry for you. want to bum