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Spent yesterday evening engaged in a bit of manual labor with friends over pizza and wine. Ended evening by spilling beans about totally shameful one-night-stand involving mutual friend. Mistake? Nah.

Funny thing is, feel much better. It’s a strange phenomenon, really, that feel somewhat absolved of drunken error by having handful of friends to share the shame with. Don’t exactly want it to be common knowledge, but truthfully, seems so much less of a v. dirty secret now.

Have set lunch date with IRB tomorrow. And honestly, do not want to be having lunch. No, indeed. Instead, want to be right back in stinky cab, drunkenly inching closer and closer, wondering if it’s just a bad idea even though we really want to, and…

Oh god. Must get mind back on work. But god, did he smell good.

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