Have survived another birthday.
Had dinner with only the best of friends at cozy, don't-have-to-rush ethnic restuarant. J brought flowers. They were lovely; was quite surprised. Not surprised that they were lovely--surprised that he brought them, rather. Got rather tame body piercing, which J says is hot...though he's yet to see it. Haven't seen him since the stabbing...er, piercing. Haven't seen him in nearly a week, come to think of it.
Had wanted him to meet Smart Assed Sibling when she was in town. Didn't call him, though, as felt sheepish about imposing. Was quite delighted when he was disappointed that did not. Would not have been pestering him, he said. Always wonder about my limits with that one. Am at this moment willing self not to email him. Was first to do so yesterday. Though, he did say emails from yours truly were singular bright spot in his day.
Nice to be bright spot in anyone's day, though particularly J's.
If you would be unloved and forgotten, be reasonable.
Perceptions do not limit reality.