between the lines and out of bed

I was in bed before 9:30 last night. You’d think I’d be rested.

After her emails had sighed between lines, ‘I need a drink and some friendly company,” I’d met Kate for dinner and a drink at Cedar. It’s a dark and unremarkable bar, but over the last few months, it’s become a retreat of sorts for a handful of us. There’s a table near the front where some patrons lifted Jen into the air on one of the old, wooden chairs. There’s a table dead center of the main aisle, toward the back, where I sat nursing bleeding feet and crying into a borrowed tissue. And a bit to the left, one where Kate and I sat talking about parts and wholes and nervous stomachs.

Like I said, I was in bed before 9:30 last night. But I woke up several times before my alarm annoyed me out of bed at 7:15. I woke once at 10:30, when Sir Hal had (quite loudly) gotten himself stuck in the hall closet. Once at 12:something from frustrating dreams about work. And then again at 3:30, when the pipes began clanging signaling a working boiler. I was awake enough then to make hot chocolate, email my father and read for a bit. Then back to sleep until trip to the bathroom at 5:15 and one a little after 6:30.

This morning, I am bone-tired, shaking my fist at the sky (or fluorescent light covered ceiling), wondering, What’s a girl gotta do to get some real rest?

I totally need to invest in a sensory deprivation chamber.

9 comments to between the lines and out of bed

  • me

    I can’t believe that Sir Hal got stuck in a closet. That made me laugh. That probably wasn’t the point of the post though, huh?

  • He fell behind the dresser and couldn’t get back out. It certainly WAS the point at 10:30. I laughed too and he looked VERY embarassed.

  • I hate nights when all you need is good solid sleep and you keep waking up. I’m not sure if it’s the change in seasons, but I have been so tired lately, regardless of how much sleep I get.

  • Ari

    You’re more than welcome to venture one block east for a sleepover :)

    …big…new…bed…

  • hey, me too. i was just asking if anyone had a chamber that i could borrow for a bit. say … a month or two.

  • b

    sdt’s are cool for an hour and after that you just listen to your bones creek and your heart push blood through your ears. stick with ambein:))

  • you know who

    “shaking my fist at the sky”

    And now you’re stealig my bit!

  • YOUR bit? You were the first person ever to shake his fist at the sky? Dude, quit channeling Homer Simpson. FEMA!!! :P

  • you know who

    My sonogram shows me as a fetus shaking my fist at the doctor!